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Felicia Xu
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♥ Love
♥ my family- mummy daddy
♥ my lil' gorgeous florence. xinhui. mandy..

happy lil days
i enjoy
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sleep+ eat+watch tv+all sorts of fun fun things+ice-cream glazing beautiful stars during e nitez++yougurt.. yummy+chocolates
+cheesecake+

Wishlist
pass driving test
travel to desired countries
graduation
improve on drawing skills
pretty pretty shoes
new digi cam
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rewind my past
reminiscence of those special moments. dev.

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♥Florence♥

♥Xinhui♥

♥Mandy♥



Recent Entries
memories, inhearts
cant wait for it to come__!!
My 3years..
It's the weekend P=
W.A.I.T
Full
in a whirl of confused
Make Love Not War =)
Fun &Madness-Prestat Slumber Party
All I need was...


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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
memories, inhearts @ 8:04 AM

Florence, after reading your post i was really touched. All these years, we really been thru so much that we never expected and now everything was over, it was a relief but it would be goodbye for all of us.


memories that will be kept forever, inhearts.


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Sunday, May 31, 2009
cant wait for it to come__!! @ 11:22 AM

jus couldnt imagine, gonna end this 3yrs of suffering, actually not really, did learnt alot of stuff and met all my good frens here.


I managed to spend some time with him over the weekend. Think of it, just to have him by my side it is really a bonus to me. Thou, keep telling myself to be contented with what I have but I jus couldnt help myself thinking and missing him. It is just only 1 day, but I have already miss him so much. jus wan to see him every single moment.


3rd June is the fashion show. superly excited, hopefully less busy, jus want that day to be hell lot of fun. cant wait to wear my lit.gorgeous dress.

recent me me me, think this new colour still suit me the best=)

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Friday, May 1, 2009
My 3years.. @ 7:44 AM

Horray, end of my bloody school days.-30.5.09= last day of school
I don't need to take the dhoby train and get all the hell scoldings worst is getting scolding for nothing.

For now, I just need to concentrate do well for my assessment
Upcoming work
would be doing my photoshoot for my catalogue.
hehe. today went to hortpark to take the setting of the place. really sweet and romantic. Definitely will update the pics wait for Rebecca to send me =P

Next would be my boards. doing catalogue.

After 3 years of hard work, ...MY GRAD SHOW. SO ANTICIPATING!!!!
( i wish he can come)

I will miss all my dear sweets. my chatty and eating buddy, florence.
. my happy and entertaining, xinhui.
. my steady clubbing mate, mandy.
. my most on rush project, huizhen.


Sure enough not to miss my grp mates. esp. fishy. I will miss your kp and ur funny jokes how you make me laugh till tummyache. and I will make you miss you too.

Lastly, sometimes i think of it thou we aint that close. treat me like a dessert but i really want the best for him that's the only thing i wish for. his wish is my wish.

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Friday, April 17, 2009
It's the weekend P= @ 10:00 AM

Springcleaning!!!

here i am to wipe off the layers of dust.(months of it)

Today after days of rushing work nights, finally is shopping days.

.MY LOOTSS for the day.


Unique bangle. Favourite loot. Hagi Lane

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Cream Ruffle Skirt. Bugis Street.

Ribboned Shimmer Black Studs

Marc Jacobs Inspired Ribbon Studs.

Now's a little update on me. April has been a busy week with hells loads of work. critism. and stupid bitching.
eating and shopping is the best way to destress.
And until now, been worried for him cos things hasn't been going smoothly for him. Really hope things will turn out well for him and things surrounding him.
Miss him so badly. I want to see him soon!!

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009
W.A.I.T @ 10:22 AM

Many times you told me, and all while I had these going thru in my mind.
You ever said to me,( all my exs are jerks and treated me unfairly, if you don go NO one can come in)this kind of silly stuff~~~ at first thought that you would be different, you're not jerk but ultimately i am still alone.
Tell me, In you, I cant even find true love what makes you think that the next one will be a better one. I have tried so long, for now I want to tell you that I'm tired and is dragging me. The reason for you to tell me to look for a better one is becos you dont want to feel guilty towards me as you cannot/dont want to love me, I dont want and no longer want to hear this anymore AND seriously i want to tell you Im sick and tired of all this. Since I am the only who is enduring then Let me SUFFER alone.

I cannot compare, at least now in my life I have met someone that I want to wait rather than not to get to meet someone that i think worth my wait.

In my heart, all I want is for you to be happy, nothing else matters.

For you, I'll b waiting you, love.patiently.

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Full @ 11:12 AM

I hate the thought of me thinking that is me the one who thinks that- it is a hippo thing and you thinking that it is just a tini-weenie thing and i am kicking a fuss out of it.

Darn it, thou yesterday issue was over,[which you start and end it with lots of crap talking and laughter and you expect me to giggle about it and move on] but the obvious fact is i am totally serious about it. In fact, I do want to let you know how was i feeling, but this gut feeling tell me that it would be me the one who is convincing myself, trying to clear things up, rather than you. To you, yes it is just that!!!, and i would agree cos that's on the surface alright? but when i think of it, SERIOUSly it is not only this. In time to come, many more obstacles would just slowly appearing without us realising it. arhahh, to sound nice we bicker bout it, I couldnt expect the worse.

On the verge of crying, i had to repeatly tells myself that, i will be alright when everything is over just to make myself feel better as if nothing had happened before, or telling myself that i have been thinking too much. I tired of lying to myself anymore just like you sick and tired of making choices.

Literally, when did I ever ask you make choices and choose. To you, don't think and bother about it, it would remain as good it is. And leaving it to be, had caused me so much misery.


And today you told me that, i used to cry over difficult solvable things. Think again, do you ever see me cry? I don't need my tears to gain your sympathy and concern. That's why i would never ever allow myself to cry in front of you.


]if love allows me to fullstop and end this intrigue, i would.

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Sunday, February 15, 2009
in a whirl of confused @ 6:09 AM

never did i expect how hard for me to accept the painful truth. i keep defying myself but then the painful fact keep appearing in front of me.

after this huge period of time, i still find myself confused. i wanted to ask but i was afraid of the truth. you told me that truth hurts I startled becos I pondered will you really tell me the truth that hurts ( and seriously i m not afraid of getting hurt) or you think it hasn't been the time for me to know? I don't want to doubt you,

becos for those who don't trust your loved ones
can never ever find true love.



I jus want June to come and end so that i can truly tell myself that all this all come to an end.
Game Over.

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